Thanks so much for looking into this !
And getting a response from polaris.
I read the book and recommended it to people and then got embrassed because it is a bit strange.
When i read it i said to myself,"I know this is true!" but i did think it read like a novel and not like a persons experience. (It also took me to some very dark places)
I think I am a bit mad sometimes in a very real sense and somehow the book tapped right into that "insanity".
But after I read it i thought too it didn't sit right and looked it up in the internet. The book was submitted to a sci - fi mag as a past life recall and the editor liked it but changed it allot to read like a story (Action Story)
The guy was insane for 8 years and spent a long time in a mental instuition. But he also claimed to be able to channel memories from lemuria through his weilding gear he used at work.
The stories about the dwarfs and 80 foot woman did seem a bit strange and the meglomania of saving the earth did seem not like a real life experience.
But after reading it,I was really, really scared for days. I beleived it was true so much at the begining that when i got to the scarey bits i was already hooked and then "belived" this bit true by default.
I wanted to beleive the earth was as colourful as this once in its history, with animal/human crosses and the ablitly to really heal people and improve life. It was just that it "decended" into what seemed like pure fiction at times.
I dont know why it affected me so much. But it is worrying it was written by a person who was insane. The trouble was I remember that place, maybe THAT was what rung true as real to me. (SHIT)
I feel sorry for the guy.
It seemed like a coping mechanism. The story when it was published was very, very popular. I supose you could say, yes there was an 80 foot woman in it

in a guys sci-fi magazine.
But the darker elements all seemed like a way of resolving problems that the man had.
It would be nice to understand the stories characters though the eyes of polaris. To see what was what through an unmad lens.
Anyway, I would say to people, have a look at the start of the book, but dont read too much. It starts off nice and then goes into "madness".
Thanks